Year's End

So here we are, on the eve of New Year's Eve. In one day 2010 will end and we will bring a new year, 2011. I haven't looked into any predictions for the coming but hopefully it will be nice.

2011 is the Year of the Rabbit in the Chinese Zodiac, you can find more information by following the hyperlink as to what the Rabbit entails.

At this year comes to a close I am very grateful. I have never felt more unsettled, more unpleasant that I have this year and will gratefully see if go. I am not sure how this came about, I'm sure of my unsettlement came be deciphered from my previous blogs, the questions, the challenges, the self destruction. The time has come.

What are some things that I would like to see for 2011. Well my one of them would see some of by business ventures take off. My first and longest investment is my Amway Store, where you can get all of your household, nutrition and beauty needs and I also have the recently launched Sushtique for all of your Sushia inspired wears, you can get any different Sushia images or slogans printed on an array of goods and will be having some meetings on a new project, which due to it's age I have chosen not to discuss in details.

I would like to solidify and define myself as well, maybe that is why I am so unsettled at this time. I've spent the last 28 years in a caterpillar stage and maybe in a pupa like stage. I imagine there is some discomfort in this stage as a once fluid like body become hard skinned, preparing, growing and changing within.

I feel that this is also a time to let things go, which I think is natural when one year ends. A natural part of life. I'm not sure if this is a nature's choice, mine or a mixture of both.

We Learn, We Change, We Grow was a slogan that I had used for myself in my younger days. A way to cope with and encourage the changes in my life. The comings and goings of people, careers, etc.

So this blog is nothing big, nothing exciting. Just the ramblings of a tired old queen, hoping that with a coming year will come something new.